Ohaidere.
*looks above* Another beautifully titled post. Lovely. But it really expresses my thoughts at the moment well ....
Let's start this fun rant!spiel off on Friday - that was the day we got our second semester schedules. After thorough inspection of my new schedule, I have discovered that I now am enrolled in third period home ec, fifth period tech ed, and my gym period has switched to seventh period. Basically, my schedule is all sorts of fucked up now (this may not seem like a big deal to you, but I'm a girl with a very unreasonable fear of change, and not to mention I already miss art and drama horribly.)
Now, on a slightly related note, the art department gave me a letter of recommendation to join the advanced art course next year - it's recommendation-only, and I'm already on the roster for that course for next year; in general, it sounds really fun and is pretty much a great opportunity. This, though, again totally messes up my plan for choosing courses next year. I was planning to take advanced drama and a foreign language (I hadn't decided which), so now I'm faced with the choice of taking art, Spanish, French, or Japanese. Garrr.
Also, while I was running after school, I realized that I have an irrational fear of my neighbors being rapists (I grow really, really unsettled whenever I see a person or car around in my neighborhood and I usually immediately jump to the conclusion that they are a rapist. I think The Lovely Bones is to blame for my paranoia.) Furthermore, I really wish my neighbor's dogs had an off button. They bark every.single.time that I run past them. I have been running past that spot for a few weeks now. I am not planning on harming them. So, to you stupid collies, please kindly refrain from barking bloody murder. From, Kal with love.
Oh yeah. I'm also saddled with two projects in two different subjects, a newspaper article to write, and several pages in my lab guide to finish this weekend - and at the same time, I have to be out visiting relatives for Chinese New Year most of the time. Yay, me.
Anyway, since this was mostly a whiny bitching post, I'd like to end it on a nicer note. Hope you guys all have a great remainder of your weekends, and happy late Chinese New Year. :)
~A very stressed and somewhat-pissed Kal
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Blargh (aren't I eloquent?)
So. Today's Tuesday. I've had school off for nearly a week now, and I don't think I have anything to show for it. *sighs*
I've been trying to be productive for the past few days now, and I haven't really managed to do anything. I haven't written much for Gilded, my fanfic, nor have I succeeded in concluding the latest chapter of Veritas!Gossip Girl that I'm supposed to write, or worked on my newspaper article for school that's due this coming Monday. Oh, yeah, and I should probably practice my piano more and work on memorizing my monologue (to be fair, it's on March 3rd, but it is long and I do have to memorize it ... great.).
Somebody stab me with a meat cleaver. Better yet, force me to do something under the threat of being stabbed by a meat cleaver. That might actually result in me working.
I'm not quite sure why my brain doesn't want to be productive - maybe I'm just a natural procrastinator, and I don't feel like making an effort to change that. I'm always telling myself 'I'll do it tomorrow, no, the next weekend,' and then bam, the break's over, and I haven't accomplished anything. (You don't need to tell me I'm a lazy ass, dad, I've kind of figured that out already, and I'm at least trying to amend it, okay? Gaaaah.)
Whatever reason, please, someone force me to goddamned do something. I think I need someone to crush my spirit. @_@
Wondering how she manages to be such a lazy ass and simultaneously hating herself for being one,
~Kal
P.S. Also, I'm pretty sure I have school tomorrow. This seemingly normal fact of life causes great distress to me, since you know I haven't had school for pretty much a week and I really don't want to go back because I'm bad at adjusting like that. D8 Anyway, now I'm really signing off.
I've been trying to be productive for the past few days now, and I haven't really managed to do anything. I haven't written much for Gilded, my fanfic, nor have I succeeded in concluding the latest chapter of Veritas!Gossip Girl that I'm supposed to write, or worked on my newspaper article for school that's due this coming Monday. Oh, yeah, and I should probably practice my piano more and work on memorizing my monologue (to be fair, it's on March 3rd, but it is long and I do have to memorize it ... great.).
Somebody stab me with a meat cleaver. Better yet, force me to do something under the threat of being stabbed by a meat cleaver. That might actually result in me working.
I'm not quite sure why my brain doesn't want to be productive - maybe I'm just a natural procrastinator, and I don't feel like making an effort to change that. I'm always telling myself 'I'll do it tomorrow, no, the next weekend,' and then bam, the break's over, and I haven't accomplished anything. (You don't need to tell me I'm a lazy ass, dad, I've kind of figured that out already, and I'm at least trying to amend it, okay? Gaaaah.)
Whatever reason, please, someone force me to goddamned do something. I think I need someone to crush my spirit. @_@
Wondering how she manages to be such a lazy ass and simultaneously hating herself for being one,
~Kal
P.S. Also, I'm pretty sure I have school tomorrow. This seemingly normal fact of life causes great distress to me, since you know I haven't had school for pretty much a week and I really don't want to go back because I'm bad at adjusting like that. D8 Anyway, now I'm really signing off.
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