So. Today's Tuesday. I've had school off for nearly a week now, and I don't think I have anything to show for it. *sighs*
I've been trying to be productive for the past few days now, and I haven't really managed to do anything. I haven't written much for Gilded, my fanfic, nor have I succeeded in concluding the latest chapter of Veritas!Gossip Girl that I'm supposed to write, or worked on my newspaper article for school that's due this coming Monday. Oh, yeah, and I should probably practice my piano more and work on memorizing my monologue (to be fair, it's on March 3rd, but it is long and I do have to memorize it ... great.).
Somebody stab me with a meat cleaver. Better yet, force me to do something under the threat of being stabbed by a meat cleaver. That might actually result in me working.
I'm not quite sure why my brain doesn't want to be productive - maybe I'm just a natural procrastinator, and I don't feel like making an effort to change that. I'm always telling myself 'I'll do it tomorrow, no, the next weekend,' and then bam, the break's over, and I haven't accomplished anything. (You don't need to tell me I'm a lazy ass, dad, I've kind of figured that out already, and I'm at least trying to amend it, okay? Gaaaah.)
Whatever reason, please, someone force me to goddamned do something. I think I need someone to crush my spirit. @_@
Wondering how she manages to be such a lazy ass and simultaneously hating herself for being one,
~Kal
P.S. Also, I'm pretty sure I have school tomorrow. This seemingly normal fact of life causes great distress to me, since you know I haven't had school for pretty much a week and I really don't want to go back because I'm bad at adjusting like that. D8 Anyway, now I'm really signing off.
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